Okay, so I totally missed posting this picture on November 7th, so I'm making up for it by doing a Thursday Threads featuring awesome clothing from the Biowear store.
I love it when game companies take their fans seriously and actually try and provide for them, especially when it comes to clothes. I love even more when they realize that their fan base is made up of women as well and cater to their needs, too.
Mass Effect
Adam and I are in the process of making our way through all of the Mass Effect games. We are currently on Mass Effect 2, and I have fallen in love with the series. I love the N7 armor and I want all of these outfits
I am in love with these 2 sweaters! I can't decide which one is better!
I am totally down with making these my work out clothes
And who doesn't love Tali? She's one of my favorite characters. Along with (Fem)Sheppard and Garrus
I really love the way they make their hoodies with all these little extras on the sleeves and the spots for finger holes and such. This one folds back and buttons if you don't want it around your fingers.
I want all the leggings on this site!
Who doesn't love the stupidly hard to drive Mako?
This Paragon and Renegade hoddie is reversible so you can wear it however you're feeling! I always try to be Paragon, but sometimes my Renegade slips out!
Dragon Age
After we finish all of Mass Effect, we are planning on playing the Dragon Age games, but as it stands right now, I really don`t know anything about the game, other than it`s got wicked costumes and awesome clothes based on those costumes.
I love the design of this hoodie
See what I mean about all the awesome little details?
I'm loving this design!
remember what I said about wanting all the leggings? Well, it's true for Dragon Age as well!
Hope you enjoyed N7 day and this late post! Until next time, keep on gaming
Anxiety is a normal human emotion that everyone experiences at times. Many people feel anxious, or nervous, when faced with a problem at work, before taking a test, or making an important decision. Anxiety disorders, however, are different. They can cause such distress that it interferes with a person's ability to lead a normal life.
An anxiety disorder is a serious mental illness. For people with anxiety disorders, worry and fear are constant and overwhelming, and can be crippling.
The exact cause of anxiety disorders is unknown; but anxiety disorders -- like other forms of mental illness -- are not the result of personal weakness, a character flaw, or poor upbringing. As scientists continue their research on mental illness, it is becoming clear that many of these disorders are caused by a combination of factors, including changes in the brain and environmental stress.
Like other brain illnesses, anxiety disorders may be caused by problems in the functioning of brain circuits that regulate fear and other emotions. Studies have shown that severe or long-lasting stress can change the way nerve cells within these circuits transmit information from one region of the brain to another. Other studies have shown that people with certain anxiety disorders have changes in certain brain structures that control memories linked with strong emotions.
Now, as you may have guessed by the descriptors above, I am one of the many people that suffer from a severe anxiety disorder. You may have noticed my lack of posting or the few references that I've made to medications or lack of focus or all sorts of other things.
I've been ashamed to admit if for awhile, as if having a mental illness makes me less of a person.
It's very hard to explain what having an anxiety disorder is like. People just don't understand and I've gotten some bad reactions.
Panic disorder: People with this condition have feelings of terror that strike suddenly and repeatedly with no warning. Other symptoms of a panic attack include sweating, chest pain, palpitations (unusually strong or irregular heartbeats), and a feeling of choking, which may make the person feel like he or she is having a heart attack or "going crazy."
Ever tip your chair back so far you think it's going to tip over? Lied to someone and gotten caught?Forgot an important project was due and your boss is asking for it?
You know that moment of panic you feel, that stab in your chest, your heart beating faster, the shortness of breath. That's what a panic attack feels like, but instead of only lasting a moment, mine last anywhere from 10 minutes to an hour.
You'll usually find me curled up in a corner, crying, shaking and clutching my chest, hoping I'm not dying. Yeah, not much fun.
When this happens, it makes pretty much anything else impossible, I can't go to work, I can't go the the grocery store, I can't even leave the house.
I love this picture because it really captures the feel of what it's like to try and get past an obstacle so huge as a mental disorder. I feel like there is a monster in my doorway, just daring me to try and get past.
That being said, I work all the time on trying to cope with this disorder and I find that music is often helpful. I often try and sing to myself when having a panic attack to try and latch on to something else other than panic. Here are a few of my go-to songs:
High Anxiety - Mell Brooks
I know it seems weird to have a song performed by Mel Brooks be on this list, but I do find it really helpful. I also change up the lyrics a little bit to make myself feel better. instead of "It's very clear to me I've got to give in. High anxiety: you win." I sing "It's clear to me, I've paid my dues. High anxiety: you loose."
I guess something about changing the power dynamics gives me a bit more control.
Chillout - Ze Frank
Okay, so listening to this song makes me cry, but it is my go-to song when my anxiety starts to act up. And that, of course, was exactly why it was written. Ze Frank talks about it in his TedTalk presentation (the whole thing is worth watching, but the part I'm talking about starts at 13:34. It takes a minute to get into, but again, it's worth watching)
It's songs like these that remind me, that this isn't who I am, this is just something that is happening to me and that's a HUGE difference.
Angels - Robbie Williams
This song reminds me that there are amazing people in my life who understand and care for me. These wonderful people who stand by me and lift me up when I can't do it on my own.
Over the last few years, Adam and I have done Couples Costumes for Halloween. I absolutely love this! This year, since we've been playing and watching Pokemon, we decided to go as Pokemon for Halloween. But like always, we decided to do this with a twist! (What a twist!)
So instead of just going as Clefairy and Cubone
We decided to go Punk Rock!
So here are some awesome pictures of our costumes!
This worked so well with his bike, Velma
I'm really quite proud of all the little extras of my costume; the pokeball on my back pocket, my bedazzled jacket and my awesome knuckle tattoos
(not seen: my social justice pokemon pins on my jacket that say "Pokeball ≠ consent" and "My Evolution, My Choice")
Adam's extras are just as awesome. He had the kick-ass Cubone skull commissioned from Biliousworks and she now has them up on her etsy sight to order!
I made the shirt (which I'm quite proud of) and the rest of his costume was his biker gear.
And, of course, it wouldn't be Halloween without my best friend Eric, who made a very scandalous Viking
Also, it's not Halloween without our trip to Church Street to see all the costumes!
Okay, so there weren't a lot of costumes this year worth taking pictures of. We, however, got stopped every few meters and had hundreds of pictures of us taken. I don't even think people knew what we were, but it was still pretty flattering
I mean, how could you not want to take pictures of these two hunks ;)
Here's a better picture of my jacket
aren't we adorable?
It feels just like a Harlequin romance!
"Love in a poke-place"
or perhaps war in a poke-place
Looks like I'm not the only adorable Clefairy around these parts
or Fionna for that matter
What can I say? Even my comfy clothes or cosplay
Hoped you enjoyed this look into our fun Halloween
